I haven't posted in a while...cause I have been crazy busy and kinda feel like poop. Alan and I have been house hunting our butts off lately. Now it may all have been for nothing. I can't ignore my health and the pain I am in much longer. I am afraid that I may have to undergo another surgery this summer and the thought of planning a wedding, buying and moving into a house AND surgury on top of that...is just too much for me to think about. I am meeting with my doctor next week..I will see what she says, but it is pretty clear that my condition isn't getting any better. In fact horribly worse. I have tried to ignore this for some time...but I just can't hurt my chances of having kids any more that I already have. A house can wait...grrr. So, who is going to help move us twice in a year??